...?~

Then someone said something... and it made me remember things I thought I had forgotten...

Oh, the movie never ends 

It goes on and on and on and on ~

I feel soo lonely... I want to matter to someone, I want to hear phrases that I haven't heard so long ago, like: "I love you, I need you, I miss you" ... but ... it seems that nobody cares...

I... I wanna know what love is ..again....

In my life there's been heartache and pain

I don't know if I can face it again

Can't stop now, I've traveled so far

To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is

...I want you to show me~

I want to miss someone, to love someone, to give my smiles to someone, I want someone who really accept who i am... Someone who really love everything about me...  I want ...you~

What the hell am i saying? Nonsenses for sure...

I need you by my side

To tell me it's alright

'Cause I don't think I can take anymore

Is this love that I'm feeling?

Is this the love that I've been searching for?

Is this love or am I dreaming?
This must be love
'Cause it's really got a hold on me

Do I still love you? Who cares? I dont care... i don't want to care... Despite that I'm always there for you being the girl who tries to help you... We are so distant...

I haven't thought about it... Is this for real? Do I still love you?

Your pride has built a wall, so strong
That I can't get through
Is there really no chance
To start once again
I'm loving you

Mixed feelings ... Have you had them? I wouldn't want to love to anyone, not to need anyone... Don't feel so alone ... 

Have you ever needed someone?

Have you ever needed someone so bad?

Have you ever wanted someone who you just couldn't have?

Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart?

Stupid girl... I can't say anything else about me...

It's been so long, (tell me) how could it be?

One of us knows the two of us don't belong in each others company 

It hurts so much inside, your telling me goodbye, you wanna be free 

And knowin' that you're gone and leavin' me behind 

I gotta make you see, I gotta make you see, I gotta make you see~ 

I still...

I can't... I shouldn't... And this stupid me appears again... What the fuck is going on with me? So... Being so lonely is making me think in weird things?

Tonight I'll dream away and you can still be mine
But I'm dreamin' a lie, dreamin' a lie, makes me wanna die

'Cause I still

Just dreams... no hopes... I ruined everything... no one have to say it... i know it...

Take the time to think about it 

Walk the line, you know you just can't fight it 

Take a look around, you'll see what you can find 

Like the fire that's burnin' up inside me

 ...Then i remember something that a friend told me about himself a long time ago.... "I just want to be loved"~

I have to admit it... sometimes... i miss to Nobu~

Song to listen: The mix i made~